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Of My Vice

by Through the Walls

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The Limbo 01:57
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Breathe in Everything you hate surrounds me Breathe out Everything I hate everything you’ve had Nothing’s the same No one’s to blame Dream on and see Come on Don't you think I’ll give it up for free Dream on It’s the only thing you feed to me For far too long I got along With those vanishing nightmares. Could've found the way around it But I was simply too young to care. Painkillers for the soul discovered as the last disguise. Sentenced to burn in dreams I roam. Eternity will flash before my eyes.
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The Apparition 03:11
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All we’re about is more gimmity more gimmity gimmity more I know the calamity affect the reality and I’m in the middle. I feel I should play along and pour some drink ‘fore I’m gone but all I’m capable of doing is lying dead on the floor Dream, spirit me away, On this bitter night. Yeah you were goddamn wrong I will come as in the dream I locked the door And threw away the keys Inside of me and I'll come as in the dream Inside of me I've forged my craft for thousand years Inside of me from the cradle to the grave to what lies in between Inside of me you'll see the totentanz from here At 4:30 in the mornin', I am knocking at my door I am definitely too high 'cause I forgot I live alone When you start the day with a shot you can't be sure it ends well This night I'd sell my soul for two way ticket to hell Don’t ask And I will come Don’t tell See the throne All we’re about is more gimmity more gimmity gimmity more I know the calamity affect the reality and I’m in the middle. As I fall asleep As I fall asleep Inside of me and I'll come as in the dream Inside of me I've forged my craft for thousand years Inside of me from the cradle to the grave to what lies in between Inside of me you'll see the totentanz from here There's a ghost in the walls Stalking the place, haunting my sanity. I feel a wailing lullaby by the wind outside I'm! I'm! Come when soothing daylights are gone. I'm! I'm! Who makes the dumb man speak. I, who sees more than the lesser men. I, who won't take no for an answer. Inside of me and I'll come as in the dream Inside of me I've forged my craft for thousand years Inside of me from the cradle to the grave to what lies in between Inside of me you'll see the totentanz from here
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The Quandary 03:03
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Can you tell me if there is anyone who needs you? Can you tell me if there are more than two of us? I’m like a sad guest At this cheerful party. Believe me or not I have fought too lots of inner fears, Sick and tired of all these lies. It’s so much more than I can take. I've always been good at goodbyes. It's even better when there is someone to hear them. Nobody blames anybody, but I'm always the one to blame. open your mind or they’ll do it instead for you I see the coming of the new wave you don't need to burn yourself to be safe You're not a frontman you're just out front. The medication-powered life is like a bad story well told. I'm driving down the highway To find a place where we both can hide Much to take. There is a pill so Much to make. No one is a thrill for me. No letter is sane. Much to me. And there it lies so Much to me. Antidepressant fades. No longer cares. No longer fails. Isolation in patience is born. Isolation in patience is born. Sick and tired of all these lies. It’s so much more than I can take. I've always been good at goodbyes. It's even better when there is someone to hear them.
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The Frustration 03:31
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I didn't realize was it a dream or was it real (Am I hiding or seeking?) An imperfection of mind and the human being (It's hiding a secret) The conception of The dreamings that we love [Is forgotten and hidden behind our eyes] Touch in the night. An apparition you just can't ignore. Am I gonna die is it right for you to stay for more? This apparition is right before my eyes (i feel it, I hear it) I cannot see it clearly, but I'm still hypnotized (i cannot believe it) The conception of The dreamings that we love [Is forgotten and hidden behind these eyes] Touch in the night. An apparition you just can't ignore. Am I gonna die Is it right for you to stay for more? this is where your vengeance starts it's all about sincerity and trust you are ready to sacrifice that's all you always had in your self-destructive rage now you're willing to rise this is where your vengeance starts Touch in the night. An apparition you just can't ignore. Am I gonna die? Is it right for it to stay for more?
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The Confrontation 03:00
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There's nothing fascinating in being sad There were no voices in your head All these moments you can't erase even if I try to forgive and forget Morality is flexible as rubber. The stranger is more important than brother. It all goes down, I cannot help it The world's around, I'm here to save you. We are the ones to be killed On that warzone around us where time stood still. The everlasting moments that we fear (Nothing is real) (Nothing is real) You know you're in trouble if u buy yourself Three-quarters of beers to ease the day And then Monday is your Friday Every Sunday is the death day. I guess the drinking is the cause of growing appetite. These doubts in my head keep me alive I could've been the one with the gun and got a killing spree (killing spree) I remember those days when we faced All the fear along the way And there was nothing but the smile on the face Am I right? Now I'm left in this place alone. Who knows how could it be if I would have been at home with you This night. To help you, to keep you by my side. We are the ones to be killed On that warzone around us where time stood still. The everlasting moments that we fear (Nothing is real) (Nothing is real) Should I get along? (you think you've got a choice?) Should I listen to myself? (you follow me) (you follow me) Say what you want. (you know really well) I hear you day by day. (you follow me) (you follow me) We are the ones to be killed On that warzone around us where time stood still. The everlasting moments that we fear (Nothing is real) (Nothing is real)
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The Puppeteer 03:46
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(So in the end you're never alone) (So in the end you're never alone) A puppet is free As long as he loves his string (The fear that never ends) (The fear that never ends) My time is running out The life I never remembered (The fear that never ends) (The fear that never ends) Your message in the night I wonder how did you know that number My lasting slumber is gone Nobody wants to die alone I know what's negative, insane to me (eliminate) I can't recognize that your face's not the same But I can recognize that you're fucking insane We all know what is negative, insane to us (insane to us) Everyone is aware that your face's not the same You should apologize A puppet is free As long as he loves his string (The fear that never ends) (The fear that never ends) My time is running out The life I never remembered (The fear that never ends) (The fear that never ends) (So in the end you're never alone) (So in the end you're never alone) Took my heart in a box And wrapped around your finger That is the world I used to know Nobody wants to die alone I know what's negative, insane to me (eliminate) I can't recognize that your face's not the same But I can recognize that you're fucking insane We all know what is negative, insane to us (insane to us) And I drive myself home with the demon o' mine We will make you apologize (So in the end you're never alone) A puppet is free As long as he loves his string (The fear that never ends) (The fear that never ends) My time is running out The life I never remembered (The fear that never ends) (The fear that never ends) (So in the end you're never alone) (So in the end you're never alone)
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The Juxtaposition 03:07
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What's the truth if you’ve gone astray? What is sanity if I’m insane? I just wanted to be stronger Then the creature inside I guess our God must have gone mental This is a trial for me, always restless Escaping from the one, by whom I got bested. Wasted I come here searching for the escape. Leave me here alone And let me forget you I've never wanted more You know what I've been through I will crush your pathetic oath Bleh! I’m the breathing of thunder Take my weapon use my abilities If you wanna save your ass do what I need I slayed my family slayed my friends In blood did I wash my naughty hands Go to hell! I crushed my life for your sake So insignificant mistake, insignificant mistake! And this is a trial for me, always restless Escaping from the one, by whom I got bested. there is no escape the is no escape there is no escape the is no escape Leave me here alone And let me forget you I've never wanted more You know what I've been through
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The Purgation 02:52
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connection failed I'm a master of pain we have returned to the beginning the law of Moses does not exist am I the only pessimistic fool? is it the way to freedom? is it the way to sleep? you telling me we are the future if I’ll give my soul I’m feeling so cold I’m lost in my thoughts I’m feeling I won't be able to stop I’m feeling I won't be able to stop never-ending war of mice and men but I know we're more than a couple of bones we're more than a couple of bones I remember your face! I’m an ugly reflection in mirror an unforgettable feeling of being a part of you cracks on your grave will be home for cigarette butts! we despise the scum and trample each other but we're more than a couple of bones

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The album tells the story of a severe mental disorder that the protagonist struggles with. The denouement comes when he realizes that two different personalities do not coexist in his head, one of which pushes him to do terrible things and inclines him to terrorize those around him. But the man chooses a different path.

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released January 28, 2022

Sergey Borodovitsyn - Vocals, Music, Lyrics
Alexander Bogdanov - Vocals, Music, Lyrics
Sergey Rodivilov - Music
Vlad Pozharsky - Vocals

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Through the Walls is nu-metal band from Russia. Our music is the mad mix of heavy metal riffs & aggressive vocals.

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